Let me just start this off by saying that I am freaking exhausted! I think I’ve probably slept a total of 15 hours this week. Dassit. But I’ve been consuming caffeine more than usual due to this. I’m not really a coffee drinker, but I’ll occasionally get something sweet from Starbucks. I used to drink caramel macchiato’s before my 8am class one winter. (Before I dropped that evil class…but my instructor did resemble Santa Claus, that was amusing.) I try not to drink soda either but during these past few weeks I’ve been doing anything to stay awake. One night it was alcohol, in the form of amaretto. (Bad idea Mel, you know you’re an emotional drunk.) Another night it was a frappucino from McDonald’s. (Thanks Monopoly game! Melly love the free!) And of course Starbucks provided by my local Barnes & Noble. By Friday afternoon I was so hopped up on caffeine I was shaking. Fast forward to this week where I’ve consumed a little less but I seem to be crashing in the worst way.
Yesterday evening I was walking around campus looking like a sleep deprived zombie. I went home to attempt to start my homework but alas I fell asleep. And the funny thing is I kept waking up! I was trying to write a paper but I think I ended up with a title page and a few sentences. My bed trapped me and it wouldn’t let me go! Sigh…this senior year stuff is beginning to get to me. College game skressful ya’ll. I know I’m almost finished with this semester and I know I’ll finish strong. There aren’t any other options. But the pace of my life is starting to pick up and it’s becoming difficult to maintain. Between 18 credit hours at school, 20 hours for my internship, and between 10 and 20 hours at work I’m about ready to call it quits. Like seriously. I’ll just start panhandling or something. They make pretty good money right?
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Let me get serious again…I realize I took too much on this semester but it’s too late to change that now. I just have to be diligent about properly managing my time and saying goodbye to my social life. (Because it was so active previously…) Also I should probably pick a bed time and stick to instead taking 2 hour naps in the middle of the night. Oh yea and there’s that whole not procrastinating thing. I’m not so excited about that part…it makes life more exciting! Some of us work best under pressure! Okay let me stop trying to rationalize procrastination. I just can’t wait until next semester when I’ll only be taking 12 credit hours because that’s all ya girl needs to graduate! HEYYYY!!!! *twerks on top of my textbooks*
Melly, My Melly you can do this! This is a great time for you. Yes one more semester to graduation and you will have reached a goal that many still aspire to reach. You can do this and there are many people praying for you and encouraging you. “Linda, listen, listen…) YOU Can Do This!